Oh my god that was exhusting! I just went over and read all my posts since joining and I couldn't believe how fast the time has flown..wow
Another thing that I noticed was how much my weight has been up and down - up and down..lol... bloody hell 
12/3/06 - 101.4kg
9/9/06 - 109.8
5/11/06 - 109kg
13/12/06 - 110.4kg (just found out i was preggers)
24/9/07 - 122.2kg
7/11/07 - 124.8kg
26/11/07 - 121.8
What a roller coaster! Spewin at myself though when I look back to see I was 101.4kg back then and did not get serious about my weightloss and then I just watched it spiral out of control...ahhh makes me sick
I'm really happy that I'm pretty focused this time round and so far I have been pretty good. Not getting to harsh with myself and realizing that I can't be perfect and that I can and will do it! Just slowly... Although the whole overnight dream sounds great
But unrealistic. 
I'm really nervous about my weigh in tomorrow and I think thats why I am dribbling alot on here tonight - sorry...lol I had a huge loss last week but was ill with some gastro virus, so i'm affraid of having a huge gain or something this week. I'm hoping to of stayed around my weighin weight or atleast close to it, but if not oh well...no biggie! I'm not going to let it get to me this time round and I certainly will not let it control my eating - emotional eating that is...but you all knew what I meant 
We are now flying to Perth on the 11th of July and Leila and I will be in Perth for a month - so I really need to stick to my guns during that time and not give in to temptations!!!!!!!
Ok I'm off for now, I will be in straight after my meeting to report in on my progress.
Ahh I actually feel better after typing away my anxieties 
Take it easy
cw 106.5kg - taken clothed at WW 19/8/08 sw: 124.6kg Weight lost so far: 18.1kgs