Things are going swimmingly - have broken the 110kg barrier this week. Really hate to divulge my weight, though getting more comfortable as it goes down. My next milestone is 102kg to have lost 50kg, and then to slide under the hundred to Double Digits - very exciting stuff!!!!
Really pleased with my motivation and determination at the gym. Have been really focused and am doing less self-sabotaging and negative thinking. Just need to step up the exercise more at home. My measurements were taken at Gym on Monday (first time in 12 months) and I'm sure she said I had lost over 20cms from waist and hips (separately) and my blood pressure has gone down well. The graph on her computer looked very impressive with the sharp nosedive. I am slowly regaining my strength - has been frustrating when I think that I used to be able to easily benchpress 30kg bar, and now I'm pushing it to do 20kg - but happy that everything is improving.
Am still having trouble with my back/leg - going back to the gym stirred it all up again i think, or that's when it started to get bad again. Back to the Physio/accupuncturist for a visit monday morning, so hopefully we can go through my workout programme and sort out the good from the bad and help fix my pain for good. I am so looking forward to the relaxing massage and am intrigued by the Moxa and Chinese herbal oils - I am very receptive to alternative therapies now that I found accupuncture has worked so well for me before.
Had a checkup with my surgeons lacky/associate - very nice man, I was fearing the worst thinking that I haven't lost enough weight and will be in trouble for something blah blah bla..... needn't have worried, and I think I am more impressed with Dr Seeley because he focused more on exercise and asked what I was doing - rather than Dr Talbot who said I wouldn't need to go back to my gym regime, just "do a bit of walking" i think were his words....... Walking alone is not going to give me the muscle tone that I want.
The only thing displeasing me at present is excess skin - I think my tummy has taken up the slack fantastically for the amount of weight that I have lost, though the skin is crepey and wrinkly. The things that don't thrill me are my upper arms, my legs (particularly upper thighs) and elswhere we won't be talking about.... I don't want to look like a Sharpei (though they are cute) after losing weight.
Anywho all is good at the moment - moods are still up and down a bit, but I am more positive than negative these days - gotta love that, and also found the self belief to enrol in Uni for next year - not anything too difficult, but a stepping stone in the right direction. It's all happening, as I predicted 2008 would be the start of my success.
Overall: height 174cm cw109.6kg gw80kg