hello to all. after steping on the scales thismorning and realiseing i have gaining a kilo per week for the last month, i broke out in tears, my little girl 4 cuddled me tight"r u crying mum cause u are a big fatty?" but i just said no its ok ill b fine.but that was exactly why. i relised that my addiction to food was back, and that i had to do some thing about it. before i had my last child i was tipping the scales at 101kg, which for a 152cm woman is quite large. after being sick through the first half of my pregnancy i lost alot of weight and after having bub i weighed in at 91 kg, thats a 10kg lose! well that was a kick start to me lossing weight, and along with my best friend i went a head with healthy eating and alot of walking and got down to 84.5kg it was going quite well. but then my best friend found out she was pg, and i went for a holiday to see my family and came back feeling quite lonely and depressed(from both missing my family and had no 1 to exercise with) and the rainny weather didnt help,of course it led me back to eating. i am now back up to 88.5kg and i now if i let myself get back over that 90kg mark there will b no return! thats why i have desided to goin a club were i can get online help with healthy eating ,exercise and just people to talk to that are in the same boot, because i just cant do it alone. well thats my story. borring i know but true. i have desided that this is my first step to a new me. no more excuses! im going to lose this weight.